if you dont feel like hearin the truth than i shall not tell you again. just wastin my time n my breadth. f off.

ohkayy.=))


i managed to study at home, for 3hrs? yup. bobian, bestie fly my aeroplane. x( nahh, just kiddin.x))


tution last night was somehow, a waste of time. i learnt nth new. =x but ive experienced sth i've nvr seen before. it was 1st time i see bestie n difficult guy so furious, the 1st time they flare up..x/ oh well, i shall not say much.


p/s. you guys were the MEN. ;))

=)) i had a great time today, thanks bestie.
but, it would have been better if he didnt show up. a good ending is a best part of sth, but he ruined everythg, sorry, but i have to say.

=) and everything will come to an end soon.

hahs, sometimes i'll keep telling mayself, 'no ali, you cant give in this time round..' but in the end i still end up making ways for watever he does. somehow, he just got his ways.. i have no idea how he did it, but somehow he just managed to. x( *shruggs.


at times, you'll feel very secure and like you have nth to worry about, everything will be taken care of, all you need to do is to take care of yourself.. its a blessing to feel that way.. but when good things dont last, eh? just hope it dont stop here..

hahs, changi is a good place to study. no doubt. x))
shall we go changi too....? HAHS.


ohh yea. went for tution after studyin ytd. i love our friday tution grp mann. uh huhs! ;)) yeah man. lols. i'll miss tution, I SWEAR. xPP i love it when we get so united. hahas, i hate it when those bastards gets on my nerves, bloody nerdy assholes, fcuk off man. =x oh well, chill.


weetuweet, i love bestie! hahas. :)) shalalas.

i love/hate bestie. x)/x(.
tralalalas. xPP

i just miss you like hell out of a sudden. x/


your smile, your care, your sugary sweet stuffs, your scent, oh crap, your everything.


but well, it's now all well kept in my memories.. you are no longer the one i used to know. x(

ytd was the last the of my secondary school life.:))
GRADUATED. x))


yupp, 4 years and *proof* all over and O`lvls in two weeks time. secondary school life was full of ups and downs.. i'll miss everything, everyone.. every single one who played a part in my secondary school life. i'll never forget time days that i've spent in school, fooling around, played and go nuts.x)) i've grown from a ignorant and bad-tempered girl, to a more sensible n not-so-bad-tempered ali. hahs. bestie will agree, he have to agree.. lols.


i have to thank all the special ones in the past 4 years:
-se7en.
-e2 girls.
-bestie, cheefun.
-everyone of class 1e2, 2e2, 3e3 n 4e3.


here are some pics, :))


dearest, SE7EN.
i love this pic. cus drey looks SHORT. x))



with lots of love. :)



my dear BESTIE!



mr potato/owyong.



one n only, beloved mr lim.


class of e2 03/04

last but not least, i present, CLASS OF 4E3 'O6



P/S. the post is posted with LOTS & LOTS & LOTS OF LOVE. x))

some sort of 'graduating' tml.. =x i feel nth. hahs.


somehow, ours days are numbered. dont tell me not to think so much or dont worry for nth.. cause afterall it'll be useless.. i got a feeling, and i know where we will be heading.. a dead-end, i assume.


i seem so invisible whenever she's around. not even a simple eye contact.. hahs, i have nothing to say. mayb all that's said are all...... whatever.


there's so many things i wanna ask, but i just cant bring myself to. im afraid that....


i wanna runaway, so that you dont see me cry. ilu. i dun want to.

WTH. FCUK LAR.

HAHS. IM HERE. =)))


i managed to qualify for the JC 3-mth course somehow larr. yup. shall i, shall i not?
oh damn. i dont know.


the whold damn week was, DULL, BORING n TASTELESS. x(( i fed myself with books, past yr exam papers n newspapers. wth. and this un-alicious behaviour will last for another 1 or 2 mths. wth. HAHAS. i'll endure, endure N endure..x))


tution-ed last nite.. hahs, yeeliang n enoch somehow released the monkey in them. lols. they almost turned the classroom upside down, heard that dey even attempted to lock Adrian outside the class. -.-lll hahs. but the scene was hilarious larr. this is part and parcel of stress management: stress relieve.x))


now its time for some annoying matters.. ytd on the way to peace centre, i saw s SUPER DUPER FCUKIN UNSIGHTLY SCENE. it's still fresh on my mind. oh damn. wtf lar.
YOU ASSHOLE, BASTARD, INSENTIVE CREATURE, DUMBASS, IMMATURE KID.


X)) OH WELL, i feel MUCH better now.



study with love. you'll feel the joy. =))

shalalalas.


in less than 24hrs time, i wont be able to touch my comp for longg..x(( hmm, except sat n sun nights. no choice, but to endure. so that i can play freely without having to worry for my results in a few months time.. whr i'll go, what i'll be, will depend greatly on this exam. so im not gonna let my guard down. hahs.


i'll let the hanging out times with girlfriends, outings with bestie, date with jon, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, the course that i wanna get into(for which, i've yet to decide. =x) be my motivations. =))


lalas. I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT! =DD


im happy with wat i have now. =)) blessed is the word.



i just cant get enough of you, sugar. my life sweetener. =)